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EVERY NIGHT

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SAD POEM  : every night... with these neverending tears rolling down my cheek. I lay awake on my large half empty bed .eyes open, staring up,in the middle of the night. hoping   for a miracle to happen. And an understanding heart to open myself to. still crying, saying a prayer for rescue. Hope all this gloom crossfades into a glee moment. A moment of a loving hug awaiting mine. a pleasant and a graceful company to talk and listen me. Give myself to an equally selfless and an equally   battered soul as mine,who needs love and care lost ages ago. Crying and talkling to god on my wet pillow. I miss my good old happy days . Still using those memories to forget the melancholy around me. My past thought me ,that a fall is always   followed by a rise; ALWAYS this sharp piercing truth and pain puts me to sleep everynight
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     WHO IS OLDER?  THE LIFE OR ITS   MEMORY?   Almost all of us, atleast at one point of time, must have tried this once.... if not, try it. Bring out  the first and earliest bits of memory you could  manage to retrieve. how old are you in your first memory ? when did you start making  memory which can be recollected  again?  ok.. if you put some work to your brain.. you may start digging flashes of incidents that have happened in the past you can recover the incidents and moments that have certain amount of pleasure ,pain or a sensation attached to it .But the timeline of events is lost .I mean its haphazard. If you let yourself in the  hunt  for the pieces of life's first memories. you will  be thrilled for a moment because the years of memory less life lost  ,does not belong to  you. we all know the scientific reasons behind it and the time for the human intellectual...
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SONG: FOUND IT FINALLY

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                                                     SONG: FOUND IT FINALLY                                                                                                      WRITTEN ON  2  FEB 2012: 6.55 AM    ...
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SONG : LEARNING TO LOVE LIFE

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                               SONG : LEARNING  TO LOVE LIFE                                WRITTEN : 23 JAN 2012 1.40AM Iam broken more than I was shattered ;Iam shattered more than I was scattered ; Iam  scattered more than that I was deserted I lose even after a sincere trying .I'm  always left crying and often dying.I started lying to myself but its no longer buying that thought I fight with all my might ,only to prove that I'm  a speck of nothing in a clearer sight Why am I being deceived ?What am I  living for? I see no unconditional love.I dont see a receptor for mine as well I drag on with a clenched fist , a gesture  of my belief in me...
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SONG :GRIEF

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                                                             SONG  : GRIEF                                       WRITTEN - 21 JAN 2012 ,2 AM         Restless , deep inside me,Too hard even for me to realise  that I'm clumpsy outward         I plan order and schedule myself but it didn't work                     Some moments, some fl...
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SONG: HOPE

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THIS IS ONE OF THE METHODS DEVISED ,TO OUTLET MY CONFLICTED INNER SELF AND THE CONCEALED SUBCONCIOUS CHAOS..I WAS ACTUALLY FORCED TO WRITE THIS                                      MY FIRST   SONG - HOPE   WRITTEN ON 17 JAN 2012 :3 AM  I've been travelling,like a nomad in a hope of finding a pure love ,searching for it relentlessly .  But I was decieved and put to despair most of the times.  I dont know ,why I still hold on to HOPE of  finding love.  May be because  I know ,there would be some one just like me who is ......    "like a fighting torch,admist  the dark and  diabolic sea winds  which persistently try to snub her"  But the glowing golden fire wouldn't stop ,coz it knows someone's coming towards her ,  usin...
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JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT

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 are you also a member of EMOTIONALLY OPPRESSED SOCIETY????           DO YOU HAVE A HABIT OF SMILING OR JUST REMAINING SILENT , WHEN SOME ONE TALKS YOU DOWN,,YOU MAY CALL IT "TAKING THE HIGH ROAD", BUT BULL SHIT ITS JUST A PURE COWARDICE... YEAH , YOU ARE SO SENSITIVE TO HURT THEIR FEELINGS ,, CHILL , JUST GIVE IT   A TRY,, NEXT TIME WHEN SOME ONE CONDESCENDS YOU, STEP UP AND USE YOUR DEFENCE   BELIEVE ME ITS WORTH TRYING, AFTER ALL ITS JUST A SHORT LIFE,YOU  DONT WANT TO GET DEFEATED ALL THE TIME  REPLY ME IF YOU SUCCEED ,,GOOD LUCK
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