UNFILTERED AND UNALTERED

                                                     SONG: FOUND IT FINALLY                                                                                                      WRITTEN ON  2  FEB 2012: 6.55 AM    ...

                               SONG : LEARNING  TO LOVE LIFE                                WRITTEN : 23 JAN 2012 1.40AM Iam broken more than I was shattered ;Iam shattered more than I was scattered ; Iam  scattered more than that I was deserted I lose even after a sincere trying .I'm  always left crying and often dying.I started lying to myself but its no longer buying that thought I fight with all my might ,only to prove that I'm  a speck of nothing in a clearer sight Why am I being deceived ?What am I  living for? I see no unconditional love.I dont see a receptor for mine as well I drag on with a clenched fist , a gesture  of my belief in me...

                                                             SONG  : GRIEF                                       WRITTEN - 21 JAN 2012 ,2 AM         Restless , deep inside me,Too hard even for me to realise  that I'm clumpsy outward         I plan order and schedule myself but it didn't work                     Some moments, some fl...

THIS IS ONE OF THE METHODS DEVISED ,TO OUTLET MY CONFLICTED INNER SELF AND THE CONCEALED SUBCONCIOUS CHAOS..I WAS ACTUALLY FORCED TO WRITE THIS                                      MY FIRST   SONG - HOPE   WRITTEN ON 17 JAN 2012 :3 AM  I've been travelling,like a nomad in a hope of finding a pure love ,searching for it relentlessly .  But I was decieved and put to despair most of the times.  I dont know ,why I still hold on to HOPE of  finding love.  May be because  I know ,there would be some one just like me who is ......    "like a fighting torch,admist  the dark and  diabolic sea winds  which persistently try to snub her"  But the glowing golden fire wouldn't stop ,coz it knows someone's coming towards her ,  usin...